April 8, 2012
Today is Easter. I finally had enough money to buy my family gifts, which is an awesome feeling. I loved that they were all happy and thankful for them. I cant believe that my family and most likely me will be moving to Kansas.. Its going to be different, far away from my in laws and my friends.. Its going to make the wedding and visiting plans a whole lot harder than they were supposed to be.. But that’s life, you move on and adapt. Speaking of moving on, Anjie and her asshole of an ex bf broke up today. I’m really glad, she doesn’t deserve to get hurt so much, no girl does. I have faith that she will better herself without him holding her back and that she will one day find a good guy that will treat her like a princess 24/7. In less than two weeks, my other best friend Lyndsey, will be getting married! I’m so happy for her, Devon is such a sweet guy and just like the guy i want Anjie to find. I will miss Lyndsey and Anjie the most if we move. We may not talk all the time or hang out every day, but the three of us have a bond a deep love and caring for each other that i hope i never lose. I hope me moving around the country with my fiance doesn’t change any of the relationships i have with any of my loved ones.. Especially my parents and my sister. I don’t want to leave them, but i do have to live the life that Caleb and I have planned for each other.. My life is almost perfect right now and I don’t want it going any where but better.. But speaking of my fiance, I got him in a little bit of trouble at work for calling him, i fell really bad, because when he gets in trouble he’s in a bad mood and when he’s in a bad mood he’s not a nice person. With all of the things going on with Anjie and even Lyndsey getting married, I’ve been feeling vulnerable and just missing him a whole entire lot more than i usually do. & him being close to 3,000 miles away doesn’t make talking about things easy. I just wish he would devote some time to me each week to be able to talk about things like this. I don’t know if the military life gets any easier to handle, but i’m willing to try and make the best of the not so perfect situation that i will soon call Marine wife life. I think i’m all vented for now to ttyl <3
tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
Working out, listening to music and talking to my fiance make me feel better when i am in a bad mood. <3
